I share the following information with permission from my dear friend and PSI colleague, Diana.
It was late Sunday night, and I could see that Diana was vigorously writing in her journal by the dim light of the hallway in our new home. I had gone to bed two hours before, and woke up to simply go to the bathroom. Diana had already gone a few nights without sleep, and I was concerned this would become another restless night for her. How were her mind and body functioning without sleep for this long? After urging her to try sleeping again, she wrapped up her writing project, and we went to the bedroom. I could tell that her mind was still active, yet I fell asleep with the hope that she would soon crash as well.
Several hours passed, and I woke up to my alarm. It was Monday (July 5th), and we were scheduled to teach our very first Promethean Spark classes that day. I was startled to find that Diana was wide awake and looking at me with excitement. I tried to quickly shake the sleepiness from my mind and body as she energetically told me about some ideas and plans she had prepared for us to accomplish that day. I quickly learned that she hadn't slept at all during the night. This would be her fourth day operating without sleep. As the morning continued to unfold, I detected strange and concerning thought processes from Diana. She definitely wasn't herself. Her thoughts had become outlandish, and she was unable to comprehend what was important and needful to get ready for the day. I found myself communicating with her as I would with a toddler in order to help her get ready for the day and out the door. I knew she wasn't in a position to teach, but we needed to make contact with Shaun Parry before we could make a game plan for the day.
As I had expected, Shaun and I were on the same page about sending us back to our host family's home to have Diana sleep. I would stay with her until it felt appropriate to return to teach classes with him.
Nothing worked.
Brushing her hair; melatonin pills; playing soothing music; essential oils for relaxation; sitting in complete silence in the dark bedroom... nothing worked. It seemed that the longer we tried to rest, the more out of control her mental and physical energy became. Diana was existing in a different realm. She eventually reached a point where spontaneous shouting and the collapsing of her entire body became the new norm.
Shaun came to our aid as quickly as he could. We knew she needed medical attention immediately. Boubker Mazoz called upon the most able members of the IDMAJ team to help us with transportation and translation. Little did they know that they were in for a day-long adventure.
Hysteria; hallucinations; bursts of incredible physical strength; convoluted thoughts; screaming; intense joy; inability to walk due to the body spontaneously collapsing... We were determined to get Diana the help she needed, even when working with health professionals proved to be difficult at times.
She was experiencing manic excess with the symptoms associated with sleep depravation-- an unfortunate combination that can tip the mind over into bipolar disorder.
From a general hospital to a psychiatric hospital (including a total of 4 sedative injections and pills from both), and from a blood test to a pharmacy for new medications... Diana finally crashed around 9:00 PM.
While others from the IDMAJ group were ready to eat and relax after getting Diana back home and into bed, my mind was still racing as I processed the dynamics of the day. So many emotions. Sorrow, for the struggle Diana's mind and body had gone through; gratitude, for Shaun and the IDMAJ team; anxiety, for Diana's full and quick recovery; confusion, for what I may have done right or wrong while trying to help her during the day; determination, to be the best primary caregiver for Diana as I could possibly be while she took time to heal; concern, for Diana's husband and her parents, needing to inform them and help put their minds and hearts at ease; relief, for finding the needed help; humility, for seeing the hand of God amidst the mania.
Shaun nor I felt a strong need to be in Morocco. The PSI program only needed two life coaches in order to run. Shaun and Diana could have run the program without me. Diana and I could have run the program without Shaun. Yet in the process of making our decisions to come, both Shaun and I had unique and subtle impressions that it would be the right thing to participate in the trip to Morocco. For me, I had a distinct feeling that it would be good for me to share this experience with Diana. I am 100% confident that God orchestrated things so that both Shaun and I would be here to support Diana in this trial.
I was able to be with Diana every step of the way through that manic Monday, and during her days of recovery. I took her to the bathroom and fed her as she lacked the strength to do these things on her own, and I was there for her during the night in case she woke up and needed something.
Shaun had the strength and agility to carry Diana everywhere we went that day, which was especially crucial as Diana would turn the carrying sessions into an improvisational act like unto acrobatic partner dancing while in his arms. Shaun was the only person who could read her body language to keep her from being dropped.
Both Shaun and I have meaningful knowledge and experiences related to mental and physical health that allowed us to be spokespersons for Diana when she could not speak for herself.
Shaun was able to teach the PSI classes while I cared for Diana the following days-- something that would have been impossible if only two people had come to Morocco. The classes would have been cancelled.
While at the general hospital, Shaun was permitted to give Diana a priesthood blessing of healing, which we have witnessed come to fruition.
Diana's husband, Ryan, was able to rush to her side after catching the earliest flight possible to Morocco (managing to get COVID test results in time for the flight), and his work was incredible at supporting him during the crisis.
IDMAJ proved to be the perfect sister organization to work with-- respectable, intelligent, driven, sincere, organized, and so on. Their employees are topnotch.
Our host family and friends have be the most loving and caring people to be surrounded by. Hajiba, Marwa, Hiba and others stayed close by as Diana was nursed back to health.
People may look at this event and deem the details as being coincidental or luck. I know that divine intervention was at play, even long before we came to Morocco. Watching Diana recover during the last two weeks has been beautiful and inspiring. She is physically and mentally strong again, and handling our PSI classes like a champ. As her memory has improved, we have enjoyed laughing at the bizarre details of that Monday, while also standing in amazement at the workmanship of our Heavenly Father. His love has permeated our time here. I know that guiding both me and Shaun to Morocco is a sign of God's love for Diana (for all of us), and I am immensely grateful that I could be a witness of this miraculous trial.